A dear for me.

It's easy to lose my life for someone,

But it's still so hard to live for yourself.

It's easy to give my heart away,

yet I never knew it hurt more when you knew you hit the wall.

I know it's easy to get out of that way,

I just never thought how long, would really take this fall.

I just led myself astray,

From what I thought would make me feel so complete.

I saw that it was already at my own feet,

How lonely I really was.

How I know it's easier to tell the world to fuck off

Than to feel anything at all.

If I feel that I look so simple,

Then how does inside it's not like that?

I have no star that shines,

Why can't someone be mine?

I'm already cured.

Please, be my disease.